i want to apologize for the EPIC rant and depressed-ness of the last journal... this time i just wana share how happy that i am

OK so by the time i'm done with writing this-- it will be my birthday.


joy and rapture! <-- which i can't have

i really-- i mean /REALLY/ wanted to do something over the weekend with 2 of my friends but life caused and....well nothing happened but a massive dose of depressed, tears, and boredom.....so well i got to go to the mall today with one of the two friends and we----(i) ended up getting some stuff. Well since i kinda live at her house, the other friend and the two of us decided to get together some other time really REALLY soon. And that made life better....then i find out that her (the chick i basically live with) mother is going to take me out on Friday to get a /professional/ message done.

Well the same as every year i go shopping with my grandmother on my birthday and get allllllll kinds of things. And this year won't be any different. ((I plan on getting some DVD's and gift cards to stores so that i can get clothes there once i have ENTIRELY finished loosing weight...))and then we go out to whatever restaurant that i pick and we eat i spend a good 2 extra hours with her then go home....i have so much fun with my grandmother, she makes me so happy XD

i may or may not be getting a "special dinner" (homemade) from my god parents--but even if i don't i'll be satisfied

as always thanks for reading!

~Ty-Chan